Breaking Free
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
♥ 9:05 PM
emo 'tong blogpost na to. swear. kaya kung wala kayo sa mood na maging emo tulad ko, huwag niyo 'tong basahin. haha.
this week has been happy. it's been hectic, yeah, but it's been left... undisturbed by those depressing thoughts. i remember that at one point in time i said i'd wait happily, but the reality is, i found out, that waiting is never a happy process. it's always... an anxious process. it'll bring out the worst in you. no matter how much we want to convince ourselves that we can wait for something so uncertain with big, bright smiles on our faces, it won't happen. it can't happen. because we're human. we have endless wants. we grow impatient.
so back to the point. i haven't been thinking about it lately. but when i did find the time to think, i came to several conclusions: i have a life; my happiness relies solely on me and not on other people; i need to rearrange my priorities, and finally, i have been very, very selfish and narrow-minded about a whole lot of things.
so granting all those conclusions, i came to one point: it's time to free myself. it's time to free him. it's time to free the both of us. it's time for me to love myself, and it's time for him to learn how to love himself too. it's time for a lot of things, particularly this thing we call: self-realization.
so there it goes. the decision of the week. probably of the month. :)
and no, i won't regret anything. because i'm sure now. :)
i'm breaking free. :)
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